曾經自甘墮落過, 不知天高地厚, 也談了好幾段現在看來毫無意義的感情.
不過, 如果時光可以倒流, 我想我還是會盡我所能的多談幾段毫無結果和意義的戀情, 因為這樣才能讓我更珍惜現在所擁有的幸福.
不過, 要往好的方面想, 幸福來來去去, 我們只是過客.
當幸福來臨時, 我們所能做的只有緊緊地抓住, 努力的珍惜每時每刻,
Today, I had a sudden urge to organize my old diaries and notes, oh my…what a mess! I can see why I have been putting off that task on my to-do list.
My life was such a mess! I am not saying that my life now isn’t messy, but it’s certainly much more in order.
Maybe being young is really a privilege, because I wouldn’t and couldn’t live as the way I lived.
A degenerated life without standards and boundaries, and several relationships that seem pointless now. Most importantly, the damage I have done to my health.
But if I could go back in time, I think I would still try my best to love, no matter how meaningless it would be! It’s the only way for me to cherish more for what I have now.
Although I haven’t reached the end yet, it’s difficult to tell how long this happiness will last. No matter how it will turn out, there is nothing I can do but to take it as one of my life experiences, as a very important and most cherished one!
However, we have to look on the bright side. Happiness comes and goes; we are just passing through it. When it comes, all we can do is to hold on tight, and try to cherish every moment.
To think that we are lucky to be human being who are capable of experiencing happiness, until the moment we die.